I miss my kungfupolarbear. Someone needs to invent teleporters so she can be here already.

Everything is completely perfect… well, minus the fact that we’re about ten thousand miles apart, anyway. We’re totally and utterly comfortable with each other. We can just lie on the couch in complete silence, and it’s absolutely perfect.

I’d never have dreamt in a million years that I’d have found someone as awesome as her, and fallen so deeply in love with her. If you’d told me that a couple of years ago, I’d have laughed and called you crazy. Someone I’d never met and only knew through LiveJournal and E2? Ha! But it happened. And it’s awesome.

A friend of mine, Millsy, is a bit bummed about his total lack of success with the opposite sex. I was never quite as bummed as he is, but I always thought the whole “Once you stop looking you’ll find someone” spiel was bullshit. But that’s exactly what happened with me… I was completely resigned to the fact that I was going to be a single father for the rest of my life. And then wham, I’m madly in love with the most awesome girl in the entire world. I related this to Millsy, he still thinks it’s bullshit, and I can’t say I blame him, I’d have thought the same thing in his position. But it totally isn’t bullshit, IMO.

Squee. I love you, Kristina.

(Wow, I just completely destroyed all of my metal cred with this post).

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  1. Teleporters were invented. They were featured in the film “The Fly”. You just have to be careful that no insects accidentally sneak into the teleporter and cause human atoms and bug atoms to mix. It really puts a downer on your day when that happens.

    Sometimes metal needs to take a back seat to the sap. These kinds of posts make me happy and its okay if it isn’t \m/.

    You both are wicked awesome people!

  2. I love you so much there aren’t even words. It’s like you were made for me.

    I know I’ve said both of those things before, but… I just can’t wrap my mind around it. You amaze me, day in and day out, and every day I somehow love you more than I did the day before.

    And I always will.

    I love you, Nick. 🙂

  3. I don’t know, man…all those pictures of your cutey-pie daughter totally killed your metal cred way before this.


  4. I think it’s ok to see be kind of actively looking, it’s just that when you are ok with yourself and your life WITHOUT someone else that people seem to find you the most appealing.

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